i'm not much to brood....but

Don't you hate it when you simply cannot get a "what if" situation out of your head? Espically so if the never-was event never happened 3+ years ago...That's where I've been, and the state of my affairs as of late. I'm not much a fan of brooding, or wishing, or any of the sort, but I'm stuck in that rut right now. Mix in a fair amount of Jonesin' and you've a recipe for sleepless nights. Eh.... It seems no amount of libation or medication can cure my itch. Woe is me indeed.